Scadalous/ Friday, July 1
29/06
xiao hong's bdae..had our fun..but can't believe i actualli broke down in klass..due to overload of hw and things to catch up with de insufficient amt of time i haff..and y do i feel like de whole world's load is on me!!!
=`[..dunnoe y...this feeling is sucky..and i haven felt this wae fer long...dunnoe wad my brain's been busy with...juz can't seem to function rite..and i'm beginning to worry abt it..i seriously think i'm suffering from amnesia or smtg..
30/06
yesterdae was IS klass..guess wad..and i didn't even bring a single thing fer my test!!! fergot to bring my booklet..didn't even bring my pencil case..and i dun even noe y!!! simply left home w/o it..wad's on my mind??
1/07
finally it's july..and it's a step closer to my common test..so it means death..
jamie's sandwiched btw 2..and she doesn't noe wad to do..one makes her feel so secure..even if the whole world falls on her...she noe tt he will alwaes stand before her, shouldering all fer her..the other makes her feel comfortable and whole..and she noes tt they will be happie together..but wad's stopping jamie from falling for anybody?! she doesn't noe either..maybe she feels restricted...though she doesn't noe y..if she chooses one..wad's gonna happen to the other..?! so she choose to refuse to choose!! get it?! sumtimes she feels like she owes them all..cuz all's so nice to her...too nice to be true..and she juz can't bear to break any heart..who doesn't wan sumone whom they can rely on and to share all her joys and tears? she longs fer sumone whom she can hold very dear to her and love with all she can too..but smtg's juz holding her back..wad's in her mind? WAKE UP JAMIEEee!! WAKE UP AND STUDY NOWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...=`[..
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
2:03:00 PM
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